Today, I am at peace because I know Dad wanted nothing more of this world, except the best for his children. His love for me was evident, and his desire that we "live our own" happy life was concrete. He longed to be with his life companion, Mother Queen, a fact that became evident from the moment she departed in 2011. He lost all interest in this life, and remained only as long as G-d allowed him to, without heed for medications, doctor appointments, or much hassle. He lived a simple life, made even simpler by his quiet, stoic mannerisms and his acceptance. In his grief, he removed everything that reminded him of her from sight and never watched TV again, one of her most favourite pass-times. He spent quiet time in his home, as he wished. Mom must've been calling him, waiting for him, longing to remove my Father's sadness, but waiting patiently until G-d finally allowed Dad to join her. As he drifted effortlessly into the sleep of passing, I know he was happy, proud, and at peace.
I am proud to be his daughter, and to recite the Mourners Kaddish in his honour.
Blessed, praised, glorified and exalted, extolled, honored, magnified and lauded, Be the name of the Holy one, blessed be He. He is greater than all blessings, hymns, praises and consolations, Which can be uttered in this world; and let us say Amen. May abundant peace from heaven descend upon us, And may life be renewed for us; and let us say, Amen. He who makes peace in the heavens, may He make peace, For us; and let us say, Amen.
Farewell, Dad. I love you so much ! I will miss you every year, just like I miss Mom. However, I really know you guys are together, and your energy and love will continue to flow through my life. I will honour your teachings and traditions, always. I will honour your names and heritage. I am grateful for your love and endless support, and I wish you peace. Hasta Siempre !
Dad moves back in with Mom in Heaven. Love you, guys! |
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